Lost in my mind

My OC strikes again! She's not a creepypasta and I haven't decided if I should try to make her to one or not. At this point she doesn't have a name. I decided to NOT name her Lost Proxy and I have NO idea what to name her. 
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I used brushes from: falln-stock.deviantart.com/
They are like the best thing that happened to me, you should really check them out if you're using Photoshop to draw. It not, check them out anyway because they're awesome! 
The major reason to this creation is because I'm in a sort of breakdown and it feels terrible.  
It really feels like I'm going crazy and sometimes the dark thoughts is too overwhelming
and you really want to aim a gun at your head or scream high I agony. You're lost in your own mind and in your own dark thoughts.

That's also the reason why my Oc wears glasses and a mouthguard.
For all we know she could be crying behind that mask. Little like myself IRL...
 

But after rain there's always sunshine and I'm happy again. I'm still getting these breakdowns when nothing is good and I almost want to end it all. but I'm getting better.  

Purple hugs!